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Mood: drained... getting worse....
Right now i want... nap, my throat to stop hurting.

oh wow am i not used to this as much as i used to be. it's like i'm quickly being drained of all energy. my throat is killing me, and full of a nasty combination of phlem and blood (i'm hoping there's more phlem than blood). my head hurts.

damnit. this was supposed to be over with. it was bad enough that i got used to this in the first place, but, now that i'm used to it not happening, and can feel the difference....

i might just have to find a doctor. damnit. damnit, damnit, damnit.

my mommy is too far away for this one. one of those times when i actually want my mommy to take care of me... there isn't anyone here who can. or will, but, that's a distinction i don't want to bother thinking about.

just hurts.