Background Noise: It Is You (I Have Loved), Shrek 2 Soundtrack
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Mood: mixed, great joy with great sorrow with a healthy does of stress and annoyance
Right now i want... i hardly know where to begin...

so i'm sorry i haven't written in a while (or it seems like a while), steve got here last week, and getting him settled took up most of my time. so i officially now have a roommate, the grand experiment begins.

but i'm writing because... Dave Endahl is here! :) oh my gosh, when i saw him at lunch i wanted to cry i was so happy... he didn't tell me he was coming out, then there he was, walking down the path.... i haven't seen him in... well, it's been too long, i've missed him (and christian) so much... his timing couldn't be better, i really needed a huge pick me up :)

and speaking of christian, i emailed him when i got back to my office, to let him know of Dave's new job and how happy i was to see him and how much i missed them both. he wrote me back immediatly, he's thrilled and missed me too... so maybe he'll come visit before he goes to london again.... yeah. if he doesn't find another job that he likes here, he's moving to london to work for a european company. i am beyond jealous. part of me is screaming "no fair! he's stolen my life! i'm the one who's supposed to be living and working there!" i'll just have to settle for visiting him ;)

and more blasts from the pasts, tobey called me this morning and had me leaving the house with a huge grin....

and! i got to talk to barb after lunch!

... i miss them all more than i can express. i've been trying to forget how broken my heart is over not being able to be around my fabulous friends all the time... i love talking to them on the phone, and over email and im, but... it's not the same. part of me is just a shell, a ghost of a person walking around out here without my friends.

then again, the weather is nice ;)

and even though i'm going to have to get used to living with him, i actually am glad steve is here. he brought a little bit of home with him (this, of course, means he brought me coffee) ;)

shrek 2 is coming out on wednesday, and i'm so annoyed that i have a game. my ankles are still really bothering me, i'm so tempted to just tell them i can't play and just go see the movie.

we'll see.

dave is one of the best people i know. and actually, this is funny, when i met andy, he reminded me of someone so much it's bugged me for the longest time. not just in appearance (slight), but in his personality and mannerisms and values... and it just hit me after i got back from lunch. he reminded me of dave. it's a very happy thought. not only that i've found a good person to be friends with, but that there are still truly good people out there.

gives me hope.