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Mood: down turn...
Right now i want... rewind about 10 mins, change the future.

at lunch, i told everyone about my new toy. as i did this, i looked past andy's head, and saw the twin. and a wealth of associations came boiling to the surface. now, this is going to sound stupid and silly, and dan you're not allowed to yell at me about this later... i tripped over another set of reasons why i'm still not over the ex.

and it's... upsetting, because my new toy truly made me happy, put me in a much better mood, had me smiling like a moron... and now, it's a bit painful to look at it.

this is one of those things that will hopefully be fleeting, but really, i did not need yet another reason to be stressing over him today. there were enough already.