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Mood: waking up, better than yesterday
Right now i want... to apologize, kinda

yesterday i was a real bitch. yep, i said it; and while not all of you felt the force of my wrath, i'm going to apologize to everyone just in case i wasn't paying as close attention as i thought.

as most of you know, my mom et all were here this weekend. and, amidst the cleaning and the driving and the playing nice, i got a ton of what most would consider bad news and i wasn't allowed to correctly process it. so basically, after 3 solid weeks of stressful situations, i was hit with several additional stress bombs all while sleeping on the floor and basically handing over my life for 3 days.

:) i didn't react well.

and i'm not saying that i will be completely better for a while, but i am sorry i let things go so far yesterday. i should have just stayed home. or gone home. either way, i had a good workout last night, i slept pretty well (in my bed!), and i picked up some "stressbuster" vitamins at gnc on my way home. they are helping a lot.

so i suppose this is also a bit of a warning that my actions may not be as predictable as they usually are. i'm sorry in advance.

basically, my dad's company is being stolen from him, he's not working and in several active lawsuits about it, my grandfather will not make it to my next birthday, and my grandmother will probably not survive his passing, my aunt is getting married in holland, my cousins are playing russian roulette with their twin babies, my pseudo-relatives here in northern california are in very poor health and i'm probably the one who will be taking care of them, my little sister is apparently about to have her heart broken by her boyfriend of 6 years, did i mention my dad is in a state of depression? my mom needs a vacation, badly....

it's a long list. if i wasn't so tired, i'd write more about it. maybe it would make me feel better, but i can't right now.

in other news, they finished restoring the David. there is a huge controversy over the cleaning because the restorers had the audacity to use water and some solvents. it's nice to know that other people bicker about relatively trivial things too.

oh :) and the bad news bears shirts and hats are going to kick major ass. when i have a picture i'll post it so everyone can admire.