Tuesday, June 08, 2004

Background Noise: classical guitar
Last website visited: mac rumors :)
Mood: better now that i've been fed
Right now i want... a mint.

exciting news! :) barb might be coming to visit me this weekend! yeay! hopefully she'll read this and buy her plane tickets ;)

i must have done something horrid yesterday, people here at work... seem to be turning a cold shoulder. i'm sure if i asked they'd just brush it off, say they're busy or they forgot or something, but.... i don't think so. who knows, maybe i'm just being overly sensitive.

anyways :) batting cages tonight, more laundry, something along those lines. maybe i'll finally make it to "love me if you dare." probably not.

in other news, someone i knew from the dorms in college im'ed me out of the blue last night. i'm not sure why, i haven't spoken to him in a long time. interestingly enough, he's one of the main reasons i started being an apple developer, he gave me an extra ticket to my first wwdc, and i haven't looked back since. he was also an intern here the summer before me. anyways, he's still in ann arbor and doesn't have a job, and was telling me how he had interviewed for a position on the final cut team. long story short, i couldn't quite tell, but he either interviewed for the job i have, or the position that andy is going to fill.

either way, it's a small world. and i can't help but feel a bit... guilty. though i know with absolute certainty he wouldn't work well on this team (not his style, technically or socially) but, still.... something about the situation doesn't sit well with me. not that i had anything to do with the matter whatsoever.

oh yeah, i also remember what i didn't mention about my mini-break this weekend. all of saturday, when i wasn't eating, sleeping, or in the shower, i was writing. i wrote about... i wrote about what happened between the ex and i. not just the bad, but the good; i started the story, if you will. it felt like i was lancing a wound, driving the poison out so that i could heal better. the only thing is, i don't know what do with these 15 pages i have now. looking at it objectively, it would actually make an interesting story. certainly better than most of the cardboard chick-lit that's out there. only, i'm not sure if i want anyone to read it; or, anyone i know at least. maybe it's enough that i wrote it down at all. who knows. if anyone has suggestions, though, i'd love to hear them :)

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